12 April, 2011

My journey continues

Seek within



As I wallow in my own self pity, undone in prosperity by my own iniquity I pray and give thanksgiving to my God for showing mercy and loving kindness toward me even in my despair. Ezekiel’s words bring wisdom to my heart for man sets in place his own iniquity that when it comes he might fall prey to it in a continuous nature that we might wail in wonder of our own iniquity; crying onto the preciousness of the Son’s mercy why, why, refusing to look into our own hearts for fear of knowing we ourselves hold on to and sets ourselves up to fall. Then, we dig a whole deeper and deeper by blaming others for their own deceptive thoughts blaming even the devil for our failure to examine our own thoughts and imaginations in the deepest folds of the heart. All the time, we keep the iniquity before our own eyes and in our plans.

Rid me dear Lord of this curse, for you are my Lord and the desire of my heart. Guide me to know my heart and the hardness there in, that I repent of all un-forgiveness even onto myself, that my opinions not over rule good judgments in the matters of life and love.

Have we become so hardened in our own hearts we cannot see, nor hear the call to empty ourselves that God might fill us daily? For the events of even one day can seed our thoughts and imaginations toward many ill fated judgments, better known to some as opinions.



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