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Big Picture

God took a pile of dirt and breathed life into it! With a simple and profound thought of you! Every hair, every dream you would ever have! With that breathe of life came His hope…a profound and simple hope that you would return to him and share His love in a life eternal he has planned for those who love him. A love so deep so profound He gave His only Son that who so ever believed and turned from sin and seeks His Son shall find peace everlasting. Is not someone who loved you so much worth a second look, for you shall not find another with a love so pure…

More on the promises

NKJ 2 Corinthians 1:20 For all the promises of God in Him are Yes, and in Him Amen, to the glory of God through us.

‘IN HIM’ is a reference to our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ; So that we know all of God’s promises are fulfilled in Jesus.  And Jesus backed up that promise and made another to return for us in:

John 14:1 “Do not let your hearts be troubled, Trust in God; trust also in me.” 2 "In My Father's house are many mansions; if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you 3 "And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again and receive you to Myself; that where I am, there you may be also 4 "And where I go you know, and the way you know." 5 Thomas said to Him, "Lord, we do not know where You are going, and how can we know the way?" 6 Jesus said to him, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me.” 7 " If you had known Me, you would have known My Father also; and from now on you know Him and have seen Him." 8 Philip said to Him, "Lord, show us the Father, and it is sufficient for us." 9 Jesus said to him, "Have I been with you so long, and yet you have not known Me, Philip? He who has seen Me has seen the Father; so how can you say, 'Show us the Father'? 10 "Do you not believe that I am in the Father, and the Father in Me? The words that I speak to you I do not speak on My own authority; but the Father who dwells in Me does the works.”

In my walk with Christ I have found great consolation in knowing where I came from and where I am going; it creates a self assurance within me. That is one of the leading reasons I find the promises of God so important.

In addition, my personal experience with God has been wherever I encounter fear I find a promise. And the more of these promises I learn, I find that if I stand on faith in God’s Word an obey His Word; I grow spiritually in leaps and bounds, and it is easier to follow after Christ and obey the commandments.

I would like to wind this up with two quotes I love about the Word of God:

1. John Herrmann “Our hope is not to found in running from place to place or in smug resignation to the evils of life, but rather in belief and trust in the Word of God…Thank God for this lamp of truth that burns ever brightly telling us of Jesus of Nazareth, the promised Messiah sent by God to redeem us from slavery to sin, death, and hopelessness.”

2. Is from Haldor Lillenas based of Psalm 119:105 “Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path.”

“The Word of God is like a light that shines serenely thro’ the night; its rays will light my weary way to the realms of a fair unending day.”  “The word of God is strong and sure, forevermore it shall endure, when oceans cease to kiss the shore, when suns shall set to rise no more; ‘Mid crash of worlds it shall remain unshaken midst the starry rain, upon it firm foundation strong, I will plant my feet thro’ the ages long.“

That’s all for today I leave you with a blessing

That God grow your inner man in both grace and understanding in Jesus Name….

Where I find love!

Happy Valentines Day to all....

If you get a little lonely on this love holiday as I sometimes do; I find peace in reminding myself of the great love I do have!


As darkness tries to surround me a light comes within my bones the light of the word ignites in my soul and burns in my bones like I will surely explode if not to praise my Savior as he lights the way I should go.

No matter how dark the darkness nor how hard it presses in; the light is there to guide me and protect me; that the stars become my friends for I listen intently to hear their soft song to ease my soul. I feel love upon me as I listen to the sounds of the universe singing gently in my soul your gaze and curiosity is near sometime I can almost feel it touch in the amber glow before morning when all is alive in anticipation of that first ray of light.

The steps I take hold no logic yet some where deep I know they guide me to my destiny all written in God’s Word.

As I set my eyes to the horizon I see the amber glow with a promise of a sunrise that shall bring the risen son. In the darkness of self when darkness presses in hope ignites and love is found when you move from self to love.

When you receive that love a flame ignites deep within your soul that edges away the darkness with the security of God’s eternal love.




When darkness comes to find me I search all around me for eyes that see or ears that hear another of heart to understand. Finding not, I strain to hear the song of the Morning Star to ease my darkness’ rage. I imagine your nearness the softness in your eyes and gentle trough trying hard to understand.

Are you in a life of lies

The following is something I wrote several years ago and I am posting it as a special request from a dear friend may God Bless and touch the hearts of those who read it with understanding.  I normally do not post this type of writing. After starting my own journey toward finding out why my life was so messed up and starting to a form understanding of some of the mentioned conditions in life.  I wrote this for a dear friend who was more or less in the same boat I was when I made these reflections in my life I shared with my friend and this is being posted that they might share it with others.

My next post for God's promises is almost ready and will be posted soon!  And yes, I will try to eliminate these rabbit trails I go off in....However special requests should be treated as such....


The life you led to reach this point in your life you have just always been the victim Hun? I bet one of your favorite lines is “well if this had not happen or that had happen or if so and so had not done this; I was abused as a child, I am from a dysfunctional family, no one has ever given me a break, no one has ever really understood me! And the list can go on and on; so I am going to take that last one and focus on it, “No one had ever understood me, poor poor me!”


How could anyone of understood you when you have never even told yourself the truth…Never have not in a whole life time…Have you uttered the truth to yourself…That is that private part deep inside your heart that place you do not go! You avoid those Christians God has been so cruel to you, you will never strike a deal with him! And those you surround yourself with all their problems are their problems…they probably deserve the disaster they are living in! A real Mr. Tuff Stuff! You’re not remorseful or sorry for anything you have always done what you had to do to survive!

So now you are in a mind set….you are ready, convinced yourself you are going to reign in hell! Well I don’t think so! You are too easy! Satan could care less about you…He has won and never had to do anything but place that first lie in your heart and get you to believe it! Those influencing demons that have controlled your life probably do not even know your name! The influence of the world is so strong in your life you just went right by the devils program. You see the devil has a program the D’s I call it, and you are no more that a D to the devil one of the easy marks, he knows if you continue you will be there with him in the burning pit and he did not have to urge you on at all just hand you a program of his D’s and you will do it all yourself.

I am of firm believe that the D program is not only for you desiring to reign in Hell but many who seek Jesus also fail to be Christ like because one or more of D’s they have not uprooted from their lives; blocking them from the ability to walk in love…

First let us go through the D’s

The first D is deceit some of us first learn to lie at a very early age almost as if it comes naturally and when we lie we almost always first internalize that lie. Can you remember that first lie? When you did something you knew you were not supposed to do? First you probably told yourself you where never going to do that again! Lie? At the same time you may have also pronounced you “Did not to it”! It was so easy! Now trouble begins; you see as we grow, so do the lies; sadly we have discovered how easy it is to lie to ourselves! And those lies will grow and remain with you, unless rooted out.



Second D:deception: is planned lying. Remarkably a synonym of deception is imposter and this is where we begin to invent and develop this image of who we will become if not stopped. This person we are inventing with our lies. For we have found lying is easy! Our lies begin to take on an entity of their own within us! So we start planning our lies so they will fit in with our other lies; sadly at this point far too many even begin to believe the lies they tell their selves. For every lie we tell to others we internalize and tell ourselves a lie to justify the lie we told. Slowly and predictably as you create this alternate person that can pass off as ourselves; since you have never taken the time out to find out who you really are.



Third D detachment: yep, now you have to keep your distance from others so they won’t figure out you are not who you say you are at all! So no one can break through the facade you have created with your lies. And it is easier to believe yourselves the façade rather than experiencing the pain of digging into who you really are and what your purpose in life really is…So now here you are someone you invented through your lies half believing them yourself with no idea of who you really are. Fear and panic now setting in that someone might break your great façade…You must not allow anyone to close!



Fourth D defense: now you start your strategy to defend who you have invented…Your defense never letting anyone come to close…never tell anyone everything, never a soul mate for you…Only someone who will believe the image you have built for yourself. If anyone grows to close you will destroy the relationship completely and yes this includes family friends’ loves…



Fifth D deep depression: you’re alone! You must not let anyone to close. You are the person alone in the middle of a crowded room. The person you have made turns out not to be the person you wanted to be at all…Your depression is building now to anger…you don’t want to be alone…you are going to start over now (lying to yourself) You are going to draw someone else into your depressed state…then you will be better (more lies to yourself). There is no way you can keep up a relationship you are too busy keeping up with yourself. So all you are doing is drawing someone into your web of deception the world of lies you have built to live in. You have your pattern set up so well and in place just the way you think you want it! For relationship all you can do now is force another to live your lie; sadly there will be others in your same state that will! (Can anyone see the word abuser here?) Now to keep any relationship from getting to real we must add alcohol, no one wants to drink alone, drugs yes, no one wants to get high alone and of course sex! Careful here, it may feel good for a few times, however, even sex will become another place your façade will dominate it is way too close to intimacy for you to ever fully enjoy or be comfortable with…

Can you relate to any of this? Let me share something with you here most of the world is right with you to this point in the D’s every lie in their live is like a little grain of sand that has accumulated into rocks with a firmness that could out last the ages. Where is this accumulation? Your heart! You have gone beyond feeling to hardness in heart, a heart so cold as stone there is only one who can make a difference! YOU!

Well I will get back to you! Let’s finish the D’s!

Sixth D depravity: Webster says “a depraved condition; corruption; wickedness;…a depraved act….

So here you are! So high on alcohol, drugs, and sex you really don’t care who you are! Nor do you give any care to what you think about and dwell on (a real danger zone). Worst, you do not even care what other people think including friends and family! You just want to feel good at all costs! So you really blow out to the extremes your façade kick up those lies a notch or two…So no one finds out you have reduced yourselves to nothing more important than the next high! Now you have abused every substance and every person along the way by any means available at the time. A lot of people just stay stuck right here; until their master the devil escorts them out of this life to the pit of fire for their eternal judgment! Sadly they leave this world never knowing why they were here, so they never really know why they where here; or what their destiny could have been. Also sadly some do not stop here and go on extremely fixated on that next high….



Seventh D debauchery: I am leaving this to Webster: “extreme, unrestrained indulgence of one’s immoral appetites; sexual pleasures and other indulgences….”
You can outline that one yourself…. To me it simply means your own manner of self-indulgence no matter what the price! And that is total victory for the Devil!

I call these the Devil's D's

There is still time if you are reading this, I honestly believe in my heart this is a life time progression that many of us follow. It is possible to jump out of this cycle by excepting Jesus Christ into your heart and giving up that person you created and allow him to create a new you. There will still be some paying the price of the life style you chose to indulge in, but Christ makes your road one of understanding if you ask, He answers. It is at that point you meet the true person you are and learn to stand and walk upright for you are on the journey to your true destiny.

February 4, 2012

Why search God’s promises!

Romans 15:4 give us assurances to the word of God.

For whatsoever things were written aforetime were written for our learning, that we through patience and comfort of the scriptures might have hope.

For me I have found to remain close to the word of God is benefit for me in all things, to search out his word seeking wisdom and understanding within the scriptures. Proverbs 4 is one of the scriptures I keep close to my heart to remind me God has not denied me anything but that all things are possible.

NKJ Mark 9:23 Jesus said to him, "If you can believe, all things are possible to him who believes." NKJ Mark 10:27 But Jesus looked at them and said, "With men it is impossible, but not with God; for with God all things are possible."

Solomon was granted much wisdom so I keep his writing about understanding close to my heart for he looked to wisdom as his sister!

NKJ Proverbs 4:1 Hear, my children, the instruction of a father, And give attention to know understanding; 2 For I give you good doctrine: Do not forsake my law. 3 When I was my father's son, Tender and the only one in the sight of my mother, 4 He also taught me, and said to me: "Let your heart retain my words; Keep my commands, and live. 5 Get wisdom! Get understanding! Do not forget, nor turn away from the words of my mouth. 6 Do not forsake her, and she will preserve you; Love her, and she will keep you. 7 Wisdom is the principal thing; Therefore get wisdom. And in all your getting, get understanding. 8 Exalt her, and she will promote you; She will bring you honor, when you embrace her. 9 She will place on your head an ornament of grace; A crown of glory she will deliver to you." 10 Hear, my son, and receive my sayings, And the years of your life will be many. 11 I have taught you in the way of wisdom; I have led you in right paths. 13 Take firm hold of instruction, do not let go; Keep her, for she is your life. 14 Do not enter the path of the wicked, And do not walk in the way of evil. 15 Avoid it, do not travel on it; Turn away from it and pass on. 16 For they do not sleep unless they have done evil; And their sleep is taken away unless they make someone fall. 17 For they eat the bread of wickedness, And drink the wine of violence. 18 But the path of the just is like the shining sun, That shines ever brighter unto the perfect day. 19 The way of the wicked is like darkness; They do not know what makes them stumble. 20 My son, give attention to my words; Incline your ear to my sayings. 21 Do not let them depart from your eyes; Keep them in the midst of your heart; 22 For they are life to those who find them, And health to all their flesh. 23 Keep your heart with all diligence, For out of it spring the issues of life. 24 Put away from you a deceitful mouth, And put perverse lips far from you. 25 Let your eyes look straight ahead, And your eyelids look right before you. 26 Ponder the path of your feet, And let all your ways be established. 27 Do not turn to the right or the left; Remove your foot from evil.


So you see I seek understanding and desire wisdom to be as close to me as a sister to gain understanding which God gives forth abundantly! Therefore I am at this point in my life to seek out God’s promises in the word of God as that is how the Holy Spirit is guiding me…

I have always been quick and quip in saying I am standing on the promises of God…I believe God is telling me it is time for me to have understanding of those promises…God willing…

That’s all for today I leave you with a blessing

That God grow your inner man in both grace and understanding in Jesus Name….

February 3, 2012

WOW!



I have to admit I had no idea that the whole Bible is interlaced with the promises of God! It is truly a book of promises! Anchored securely with an oath from God

KJV Hebrews 6:17 Wherein God, willing more abundantly to shew unto the heirs of promise the immutability of his counsel, confirmed it by an oath: 18 That by two immutable things, in which it was impossible for God to lie, we might have a strong consolation, who have fled for refuge to lay hold upon the hope set before us: 19 Which hope we have as an anchor of the soul, both sure and stedfast, and which entereth into that within the veil; 20 Whither the forerunner is for us entered, even Jesus, made an high priest for ever after the order of Melchisedec.

Do we not serve an awesome awesome God!

I have really pondering on this with this follow up in Peter:

KJV 1 Peter 1:3 Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, which according to his abundant mercy hath begotten us again unto a lively hope by the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead, 4 To an inheritance incorruptible, and undefiled, and that fadeth not away, reserved in heaven for you, 5 Who are kept by the power of God through faith unto salvation ready to be revealed in the last time.


In my heart this gives a whole new meaning to: KJV 2 Corinthians 7:1 Having therefore these promises, dearly beloved, let us cleanse ourselves from all filthiness of the flesh and spirit, perfecting holiness in the fear of God.

So along with the busy of life…you can see I have been doing some real thinking about just how extensive, complete, secure, unmovable, unshakable, eternal and everlasting God’s love for us is! God’s love is truly beyond any thing our minds can conceive in its fullness!

So my word for the day…God sure does love you, consider that an think about it…God’s love for you is so extreme and beyond anything you can even think or imagine….He create you to live and walk in that love…You are the apple of God’s eye and he wants to polish you up!!! Forever!

I will continue in the promises for awhile!

I leave you with blessings for the day:
May God bless and grow your inner man!

January 29, 2012

Wow!

Promises of God! God is the ultimate extreme promise maker!

The ultimate promise keeper! And we can walk assured he will fulfill every promise He has made! How utterly awesome is that! I will be covering why we can believe that today and tomorrow!

I had no idea the vast amount of promises the word of God holds! This cannot be another of my rabbit trails, it is deeper than I ever imagined…

So I will walk slowly through and share how my mind explores this miracle of truths the Lord has stored up in His Word! There are so many I do not where this study is going to go…but I am on board!

My first thought was just what is a promise? Simple right, until you think about it, for it requires faith to believe in promises. I have asked several people what a promise is to them most answered it is “someone committing to do something without fail”. Words like assurance, guarantee, pledge, secure and undertake are all synonyms of the word promise. Every day we place faith in every day circumstances that our cars will run, the gas we buy will be good, the food we eat safe, our prescriptions will make us well.

Therefore, when we receive a promise we must place a certain amount of confidence in the source from which we are accepting the promise; in this case God through His written word. Perhaps that is why God gave each of us a measure of faith “KJV Romans 12:3 For I say, through the grace given unto me, to every man that is among you, not to think of himself more highly than he ought to think; but to think soberly, according as God hath dealt to every man the measure of faith”.

All of us having a portion of faith then what promises does God give us toward placing that faith in Him and His precious Son Jesus Christ and his Word?

Let me stop there for now and look up the scriptures where God’s promises show us He is indeed who He says He is and will do what He said He would do!

I leave you with blessings for the day:


May God bless all that you so for His names sake!

January 26, 2012

Working on the promises

Boy, am I a bad girl, as far as the daily thing is working, but the year is young and who knows before it is over I might just pull out of that. I can hope anyway!

You see that scripture to be alone is dangerous, for if you fall no one is around to help you up is very true. But being alone is my choice and I know I have to learn to overcome.

NKJ Ecclesiastes 4:9-12 There is one alone, without companion: He has neither son nor brother. Yet there is no end to all his labors, Nor is his eye satisfied with riches. But he never asks, "For whom do I toil and deprive myself of good?" This also is vanity and a grave misfortune. 9 Two are better than one, Because they have a good reward for their labor. 11 Again, if two lie down together, they will keep warm; But how can one be warm alone? 12 Though one may be overpowered by another, two can withstand him. And a threefold cord is not quickly broken


Now don’t get me wrong I am not out doing wrong, or acting out, I fall in game or TV commas. Where I get so bad I can not even get out of the house…Current condition pray for me.

That is bad, I know! And I am working on it….

When not in said comma.

I have been looking at the promises of God pondering them and trying to transition them into my mind and heart to strengthen my daily walk; for I am getting far too good at making excuses for myself and need to make some changes.

Another excuse I am heart sick and crazy searching for my zip drive which is the only place I had the work for my book on! Over a year's worth of work on my first 100 pages and it is gone…I cannot find it anywhere and yes, I am crying over it…

Woe is me you might say! But they cannot all be good days! With trials come growth….So my verse for the day!

And since I need change I will stand on this promise for today. Using The New Living Translation for I love the way it translates in this case. Romans 12:2

(I rarely use the living translation but in this case Yes)

“Don’t copy the behavior and customs of this world. But let God transform you into a new person by changing the way you think. Then you will know what God wants you to do and you will know how good and pleasing and perfect his will really is.”

I will be posting my reflection on the promises of God as I make my way through!

I leave you with blessings for the day:

May God bless you abundantly…

January 13, 2012

Happy Friday

Ah........a day with no running, think I will start editing some of my blog, some of it is years old, and has typos....sometimes I write in haste what is on my heart and post without editing....yes, I am a bad girl:)
And some needs refreshed for I learn as time goes on about my precious Jesus. May the Lord bless you and watch over you and your comings and goings and set each of your steps toward the righteousness of Jesus our Lord and Savior today and always!


I am reminded this morning of the importance of Romans 10 and 9-11 9 that if you confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus and believe in your heart that God has raised Him from the dead, you will be saved. 10 For with the heart one believes unto righteousness, and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation. 11 For the Scripture says, "Whoever believes on Him will not be put to shame."

(Note this is two fold)

Our witness needs to come from a true heart of faith. If you are weak in this believe, pray that God show the truth within his word and stand in confidence that he will. Ponder within your heart God’s great Love

January 12, 2012...1-12-12

Good Morning and a happy stress free Thursday to all!


Yesterday went so well, I do not mind going out in that scary old world again today….

Folks let me tell you this landmark for me…

I have a dear friend Raymond who I would like for you to pray for today! That God touch His heart with the knowledge and that he receive that knowledge for the journey ahead of him….to lead him securely into the arms of God or heal him that he bring glory and honor to the name of our Father Jesus Christ Gods will.

As for me another day of run around, run around so I pray the Lord watch over and keep me in His precious eye that I do His will in my running….In Jesus name…amen….

I love to have a goal, a promise or scripture to stand on for each day….So today it is a promise…spoken by Mosses to God’s people as they complained of thirst in the desert at Marah (if you keep up with my blog you know I have been complaining of thirst) the fullness of this promise can be found in Exodus 15…God is always there to provide…

NKJ Exodus 15:26 and said, "If you diligently heed the voice of the LORD your God and do what is right in His sight, give ear to His commandments and keep all His statutes, I will put none of the diseases on you which I have brought on the Egyptians. For I am the LORD who heals you."!

I love this promise cause it begs a question....what is that question to you?  A point to ponder today....

Pondering the Word of God is a very healthy endeavor....

January 11th, 2012

Good Morning world!

Going to give live blogging a shot, for some all that spirituality in the morning is frightening. It can be I woke up and read Malachi post coffee....Yikes....thank goodness I went on to the first letter from Paul to the folks at Corinthia....calmed me right down...

Going to go out into the world today, sometimes that is a scary thought for me...however, it is time to get those boring live matters out of the way. For the most part the world is a scary place for me, even though I really do not have much fear in me....Maybe challenging is a better word for it!@

So many many empty eyes out there....scary....

Learning there is a big lack of faith in anything in most people these days outside themselves that is! Where are the lights of the world....it's time, past time to start shinning with the love of all man....I am blessed with knowing some who do!

On to hoping my car starts, my mind is alert, and my id in the proper perceptive for sharing…Well my id is wrong….that there is no my id….and the Spirit of my living God Jesus Christ is present and leads my sharing.

Going to try and remember to post a couple times a day with my everyday boredoms of everyday live and hope I do not come off as a Calvin and Hobbs strip...

May your find time for God's Word and prayer today in Jesus name....

My thing for today…..if someone asks me to pray for them, I am not going to take it home for a prayer list to be done at some other time, but take their hand and pray right then and there….let ya know how it goes now some breakfast food and on my way!!!

Welcome to the year of our

Lord Two Thousand and Twelve!

Yes, for my regulars this is one I felt should be repeated for this year!

Renew and refresh in the faith and love of Jesus Grace!

I pray your year is filled with wholesome yearning

to draw closer to our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ

and that He fill the desires of your heart!

As we enter this New Year in the grace of our Lord I want to set my spiritual goals for 2012!


To somehow communicate the reality that it does not matter what we call ourselves Catholic, Baptist, Methodist or Pentecostal. We are all under the blood of the same savior Jesus Christ. Where our methods may vary in our worship practices we are all given to worship the only begotten Son of God Jesus Christ. Let me proclaim from the start that I am a seeker of the Mysteries of my redeemers word in all things, born from above through the grace of my dear saviors blood I have been cleansed and seek to fulfill my quest in seeking His righteousness that my journey here be pleasing in the sight of my God. Am I with sin? Yes, for where I not I would be purposing that God is a liar! But by grace my sin is covered by the love of the Father toward the Son and the Son toward the Father in the saving grace of the Holy Spirit through which they allow us to abide in the Son through His trials at Calvary that we manifest this truth; and this is the truth known in my heart.


KJV 1 John 5:5 Who is he that overcometh the world, but he that believeth that Jesus is the Son of God? 6 This is he that came by water and blood, even Jesus Christ; not by water only, but by water and blood. And it is the Spirit that beareth witness, because the Spirit is truth. 7 For there are three that bear record in heaven, the Father, the Word, and the Holy Ghost: and these three are one. 8 And there are three that bear witness in earth, the Spirit, and the water, and the blood: and these three agree in one. 9 If we receive the witness of men, the witness of God is greater: for this is the witness of God which he hath testified of his Son. 10 He that believeth on the Son of God hath the witness in himself: he that believeth not God hath made him a liar; because he believeth not the record that God gave of his Son. 11 And this is the record, that God hath given to us eternal life, and this life is in his Son. 12 He that hath the Son hath life; and he that hath not the Son of God hath not life. 13 These things have I written unto you that believe on the name of the Son of God; that ye may know that ye have eternal life, and that ye may believe on the name of the Son of God.
As the children of old so are the children of today some are goats and some are sheep…goats listen with earnest yet do not hear nor give their selves to any understanding. There is only a pleasant sound in their ear as they give ears of no understanding. And lift beautiful melody onto our Lord from their lips with their hearts scratched but never pierced that the blood and the water of their Father might give them understanding. Covetness and malice lies in their hearts creating a hardness that keeps the word of the Lord from being written on their hearts. They make merry with just the taste of goodness never desiring to submit to the fullness of the Word they hear! Perceiving no depth nor height nor width in the words spoken. Be ye not goats yield building your love in Christ that ye in truth be His vessel for His Name Sake….not yours! My words seem harsh even in my own hearing…there are so many levels and purposes (many forms of vessels) within the kingdom of God that we have no way of truly discern to what end their destinies are, so we must be ever so diligent in not placing ourselves into judgment of others.   So I will end this goat talk here praying earnestly that you receive my words in love and that the Lord forgive me the hardness therein. For God gives gifts on to all goats and sheep that His word be accomplish among us, Use not these precious gifts to promote yourself but rather to bring His love to all nations. There is such a fine line between judgment and discernment ask God that you always have a clear understanding for our purpose is to love one another and share in His bountiful gifts and graces. Not to divide from each other in fear, for fear is not of God. Be a good judge and discern those who love and serve him, examine their faith inquiring of their heart and the truth within or the lack of it will manifest then trust Jesus to guide you if you are meant to know where their love is cast you will be led by the spirit.




Paul teaches us that teachers teach for all reasons some to their own bellies, but to dismay not….For the spoken word of God has power beyond our reason be glad that the word is reaching so many ears for the Lord will draw neigh to those he will draw n near to for all things are for His purpose and choice. For there are many vessels in the house of the Lord…Focus on those who have not heard or have heard and been victim to the harshness of religions that examines only the flesh and passes judgment that the Lord has reserved for Himself; For He alone can see the heart we can only experience the fruit or lack of fruit in their words and ways




This is a personal feeling and only from my heart and experiences. For I feel the greatest mission field of all is right here in the United States for we are given to such crisp and fast judgment of each other; that many have come and retreated from the church for the experience they had with some of the goats…We need the non judgmental love of God to manifest in our hearts that we can draw them to His Word and they not suffer lack of knowledge from our hands.


As it is written there will be a great falling away…let us not be a creator of this but a source of God’s word within it….We must not under estimate the power we have given over to the evil one in the 2000 years past. But be aware for it is written that if God not shorten the time all would be lost…the cunningness of the deception I fear is great! May we stand strong in the word of God manifested in the flesh to die for our sins and be a constant and reliable source of the truths within Jesus Christ.

Please God end the dryness within

Thirsting from the dryness to end I know in my heart to drink deeply from the well of life, the living word of God. For it is only from there can the thirst of my soul be satisfied, yet with worldly wonder I still seek worldly answers.


Heart of hearts do you not know that you are a child of the living God, your source of nourishment protein, the essences of all you are is within the Word of God, your health, your well being, your sound mind are all a product of the great love spent at Calvary. The only future worth having is locked in the word of God waiting for you to unfold your destiny within Gods plan.

How clearly I see the future of those who depend on the knowledge of the world no matter how much richness of the world you hold the end is decay of the mind and body for we are created to find the path that leads back to our creator…all worldly pursuits are lost and destined to decay.

How long shall I be in this valley of dryness?

I pray my sweet and merciful Jesus, send to me restoring of a good and balanced spirit within your love. Set in my path those whom I need and the things I need to remain in the gentle mercy and loving kindness of your eternal love. I ask in the name above all names my sweet, sweet and most precious Jesus, by your great love my master and king, author of who I am show mercy…Amen

Depression

Oh how far my heart does wonder into the darkness of my soul.

Oh where are the praises of my soul; for the coughers of my praise and worship are bare with none to be collected and set before him in love and faith.

My heart longs to sing onto his glory to sing of His great might; to slip into His presence and soar within His great love, to bathe within His peace, to flow within His joy to be consumed within the light of His great love are the desires buried deep with in my heart; yet I turn my gaze and I am swept into the cares of this world and its darkness. Entangled to deep within the cares of the world the darkness of this life is trying to grow mighty between me and the love of His Commandments, the hope within His Word, the peace within His presence.

For my Jesus and Father God they do not change, where have I turned my heel, to what path have I set my foot to cause distance in Love. For I know their great love surrounds me, yet I withdraw into the darkness of my soul; trying to deal with the darkness of this life on my own…

My flesh it grows weaker and weaker in the absences of my immersing myself in your word dear Jesus, turn my heel and set my foot back into the fullness of your great love. I ask in Jesus name....Amen